“Sometimes it is hard, To wake up in the morning, mind full of demons, I don’t wanna hear them any more, got me heart broken, fine. ”
I’ve thinking about it for long.
I’ll accomplish this. I’ll graduate. I’ll succeed. I’ll get good grades. I will because I will give all I have.
I have to put my worries and sadness aside. This is not time for it. This is the only chance I’ve. I must by any mean, grow up balls, and be focus on the fucking target.
But I also accept the fact that years of psychiatric treatment is waiting for me. I must agree that I’m dangerous. I’m on the verge of beating someone to the ground.
I have ptsd and I’m like a fucking animal when it comes to defend others. I will die for the victim, to make the attacker pay. it bothers me when I’m studying.
for example I saw some guy almost bullying someone, I instantly stood out of my chair like a fucking murderer. He saw me and backed off. There was no need to talk. He understood that I noticed that something is wrong. He knew I’m a bit insane. I notice everything, and everyone. I’m highly on guard. I cant let go. I won’t miss the only chance I would’ve to defend someone. Because I didn’t do right years ago when I had the chance to.
Anyway. Stay strong be brave. Keep your head up.
Yours, Jac.
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Like a murderer, huh? I am a murderer. But its not in defense of a bullied person. Real world. Grow up.
pardon but what the fuck do you think you are saying? Hope I miss interept it
I’ve killed and I’ll kill again!! Are you offended?
Why are you such an asshole?
Yo clipped wings.
You’re the Eagles fan, right?
If so I’m saying congrats.
Yer birds did the deed.
Kudos.
Why are you on a suicide site?
Why are you?
Morris. It’s a beautiful day!
The Eagles were flying high. A thing of beauty.
Clipped and morris, please along with me, Ignore “Cause of Death”. Just like when you ignore a crying baby so he would calm down. In this part the baby needs to calm down and learn that he ain’t that important 🙂 . Good day for you all.
Unfortunately on this site, as well as the real world, when you ignore an asshole it just emboldens them to keep doing it. This is very appropriate to your original post. I believe you are right to stand up against bullies (assholes) because that is the only way they will stop. Here in cyberspace the bullies and assholes are even louder because nobody will sock them in the jaw. So, as best as we can, I think we should call them out verbally, like clipped-wings did. Only then will this site become a safe place for all. And Urm8451n I’m even more pleased to know people like you exist to stand up for victims in the real world. That’s the only way we can hope to take it back 🙂
Don’t be mad at Cause. Cause is just upset that the Patriots didn’t win.