Past Few Days Suicidal Thoughts Have Come Back

Of course, not going to act on it. Too scared to die. Don’t REALLY want to die. I just want the pain to stop.

I haven’t been on this site for a while. For a long time. But here I am again…

I regressed. I was making progress. And then I regressed. I know how to be better again, but it takes work and giving myself hope yet again.

I’m crying while typing this. I just want the pain to stop.