I’ve decided to buy a shotgun and finish it tomorrow. I’m 34 almost 35 and unemployed. I’m lazy. And I’m happy to finally die. Love you guys. I’ve been a long time lurker for years.
I live in a state where it’s easy and legal. I researched the correct ammo to purchase. I have the money to buy it. I have a clean record to get it. I have been thinking about this decision for years, but made the plans weeks ago. I said goodbye (without them knowing) to everyone I care for. I haven’t told a soul this is my plan. And now I’m going to do it.
Im full of love with this decision. I have no hate in my heart.
If you read this, know that I love you too. I really do.
Anyways. Goodbye
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Hey do you live in America? Have you ever been to a superbowl?
Damn that’s one of my dreams before I die. Go to a superbowl final in America, Eat a hotdog, taste Oreos and have a creaming soda with a donut and a side of spare ribs from somewhere!
Please don’t kill yourself there is so much to live for.
Hey good luck not being sold out. Even if you aren’t suicidal but someone has a lurking suspicion you are whether it be the seller or a random passerby, you will be robbed of the gun and thrown in a hospital and drugged , possibly state hospital. That happened to me, I wasn’t suicidal just getting gear for the cabin that I was going to build which I had been planning for 5 years, before I was sold out to police around 15 times. Now I am nothing but empty. The drugs have took away my functionality and my soul. I mostly sit around and cry, tremble, shake. The abuse was insane. I now chain smoke and believe that will give me cancer and keep me sick each day for the rest of forever. It ruined my life in ways I could never fix. Better make it seem like you are a professional gun weirder or they will be suspicious no matter what. Even having this on your conscience will probably make them mistrustful of you. I don’t know how shotguns are used other than protection from bears. But better bring in pictures of other guns and act like you have owned before, maybe that you and your father collect. Maybe like you have a safe and KNOW names of different guns and gun safe brands