The inability of getting it together

February 11th, 2018by mindlessgamer619

 Reading about the places still in pieces after Hurricanes Maria and Irma irritates me to no end. I especially feel for people who can’t leave or have to stay due to financial or other reasons.. It’s not fun being stuck in a place where damages range from your roof beginning to come off the house, to no roof at all, to losing everything because of those storms. Where price gouging was rampant and gas stations were so full it could take you hours to get your diesel for your generator, if you even had one..

Today, I feel, disheartened. Still not working yet. Still in bed, in the house because no key and unwilling to go out and catch a bus somewhere. I’m fielding calls from my mom, because I don’t feel like explaining that I’m still not working yet…

When will I figure this out? Start to get my shit together? Will I just remain miserable?? All I feel like rn is a freeloader and a glutton, despite the fact I did pay rent, and am trying not to spend too much money on anything until I start up an income again…

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