basically, to make a long story short, I should have broken a WORLD RECORD in bowling when I was only 17/18, if only it weren’t for my ocd/distracting thoughts/abnormal problems I have. I’m almost 21 now. Every day that goes by, I get more and more PISSED OFF that I STILL haven’t accomplished something that I should have at least three years ago. I’m sick of every day getting WASTED. IM SO PISSED OFF ABOUT THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Woah woah.
Breathe.
It sucks to be so close to succeeding at something, to completely botch it in the end.
However, it’s unhealthy to constantly beat yourself up about something, to the point where it completely takes over everything else, and affects how you go after everything else.
You need to accept that it’s happened, it’s in the past, and forgive yourself.
Realize that the reason why you messed up was in no way intentional and move forward.
Try to go for that record again! Maybe you aren’t the same bowler you were 4 years ago, but it’s okay. Be patient with yourself and begin to relearn the sport, and you’ll be back to where you were in no time, off to attempt the record once again.
Think you’d be able to try that?
Your friend,
Trey, the mindless gamer
I never once got close to it. The reason I am so depressed about it and obsessed with it is because it should have ALREADY happened, and if I didn’t have these weird problems, then it would happen INSTANTLY. I never even got close because of all this . Understand?
You wouldn’t understand unless you re a huge bowling fan like me. I basically should have been the most famous person in the history of bowling. That’s how important this is to me.
I get the idea.
Is there really no way you can go for the record again though?
To even have a CHANCE at getting it, I would need to make these problems better or fix them completely and I can’t see that happening ANY TIME soon. Like, my guess is that it will probably be YEARS before that happens.