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“With days going on, I learn more and more about myself.
I had it hard in my life. I still am alone”
This left me shocked. You know, our brain decides to shut down any bad memory and throw it into our inconsciousness thus developing who we really are. The more you dwell on it the more the more you remember everything bad that has you went through.
I remember thinking I went through a normal life, but then I started remembering of being bullied, massively going through physical and menyal abuse by my parents and on and on… It is like a rollercoaster and it won’t stop going on and on.
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Thank you, I see why you thought I meant on “Remembering my past”.
I want to mention that there are lots of scenarios that I deny, and are laying unconscious in my mind. But even tho, I want to state that my time to move on has come.
I want to accept the world the way it is, and try to focus my energy and thoughts on being what ever brings me well.
Hope you would too.
Stay strong, be brave – Yours, Jac.