I’ve decided tonight I’m going to try to commit. My mom has locked up my meds so my final option is bleach. I’ve done plenty research and if I drink enough, despite the taste probably being awful, I’ll end up dying. I’m going to do it tonight at 2:00 AM, setting a timer for 1:30, going to bed quite earlier, getting a decent last amount of sleep, and before I drink the awful liquid, I’m going to eat my favorite snack and send a final message to the love of my life, before I kick the bucket. This will probably be my last post. But knowing me, I’ll ***** out. Hopefully, that will happen, but if anyone has any final things to say to me in case it truly is my final night, the email is ollies2@educbe.ca
goodbye
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@lovvely
Please don’t
Check your email. Please.
@clipped-wings
emailed her too
please tell me she replied to you 🙁
don’t do it
I’m seeing into the future that it is your last night
Valentine’s Day.
You can distract yourself by doing something but you’ll come back again!!
What a sad thing to have to face day in and day out.
Being that the day is Valentine’s Day, can that really be enough to provide you with the courage you need to live on?
I can’t say that it does
I see I am in same predicament as you
If I could even get the strength to move then I could get the strength to end my life
But I have no more strength
@cause-of-death-suicide forgive me if I am reading this wrong, but it seems to me that you are actually encouraging a teenager to commit suicide. Are you? If so what is your problem? He or she is screaming for help. Is that really the best you can do?
No not at all what I was saying. I am unaware his age or emotional/mental age, I was saying I was looking forward with my mind into the night at the time he said he was going to drink the bleach and I was saying that my mind was seeing that he had two options to go through with his plan or not and I had the negative card pulled that I could see he would go through with it. I was trying to warn of the outcomes.
I’m not here to talk someone out of suicide or into suicide
I am here to share insights par a need to read between the lines.
You have also just accused me of “never being kind” on another post. Why do you say these things to me.. not a real question I have. More of something I ask myself.
I get this all the time and my compass points me towards an oversensitive disposition leading to an oversensitive reaction
Death by bleach ingestion is very rare. You will be in a lot of pain, for sure.