First entry, and it’s about school. Haha.
Considering the background I am from, grades are very important. There is a lot of pressure for me to have good grades. I know this and try my best. It is the start of a new trimester, and the end of the second one and I am, in a way, panicking. I was doing fine first trimester, and came home with straight A’s. Last trimester however, I started to feel myself fall apart. I was turning work in late, not finishing work, as well as feeling that there is no point anymore. Yes, I should be doing my homework right now, but my feelings won’t let me. It makes me blast music instead. My mind is telling me that I will regret not finishing my work and that I shouldn’t be doing this while listening to music. I agree. Whenever I pull out my homework however, I find myself spaced out. I don’t think of anything when I space out, it is more like looking into pitch darkness on the night you decide to hang yourself. My “friend” gave me advice that worked for a few days but I’m still spacing out. No matter what I do I’m still struggling to complete my work.
I am now trying to find a way to finish my homework to avoid punishment, that is not death, of which I wish would be. May I be given some advice?
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Figure out how much time you have to do it and how much there is, and try doing a certain portion, and then taking a break, then go back to it.