Will it ever happen?

  February 8th, 2018 by lonewolf23

I’ve been making dramatic improvements in my ability to function normally in terms of going out in public around strangers like in grocery stores, restaurants, etc. I have less anxiety these days but i still feel the anxiety and that’s what makes me feel like i will always have this feeling. It’s been 8 years and i still have it. I’ve been facing my fears lately and every time i do it i get kinda scared but i do it anyway. When I’m done with these simple tasks i discover that it wasn’t so bad but i wanna get to the point where these silly thoughts don’t even cross my mind like ever again. Here’s an example of some negative thoughts i have: “I wonder if i pissed that guy off?” “I hope everybody doesn’t stare at me” “I feel stupid” “i look horrible today”….i want to silence all this BS in my mind. If i have to work at it everyday then that’s just what I’ll do. I’m sicken tired of holding myself back.

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