Blind leading the blind

  March 13th, 2018 by 5201jm

I don’t know why I’m here (and by that I mean this website not earth itself, I mean idk that either but that’s not something I care about at the moment) Ive  posted on here a dozen times about random thoughts from my life to questions to feelings. Usually I’d get 2 or 3 comments within a day or 2 from other people with similar opinions, advice, or answers.

Now that I think about it though, I can’t tell which ones(posts & comments) help or not, maybe all of them, or maybe just one or two yet I’ve been finding myself constantly coming back to reread them for years now, when I’m down/up or anywhere in between. I just search my username 5201jm and look through the posts&comments I made and got years ago going all the way back to 2015.

It’s not like I’m mad at anyone for commenting or not commenting or anything. I guess I just didn’t know what to expect when I first started posting on here. (Help/advice/stories/trolls=it is still the Internet after all/friends/enemies/memes/jokes/relief/courage/understanding/etc.) I completely understand how posting/talking about these things to people  with similar mindsets can be helpful, especially for people like me whos too scared to talk to anyone else in an effort to keep a “happy image” to friends&family, but at the same time it’s like a fat guy asking another fat guy for diet tips, or the blind leading the blind somewhere, there’s a chance it can still help but at the same time if they had the answer, they wouldn’t be there too, right?

Looking back I guess I would consider this place as a diary of sorts. Somewhere where I feel comfortable enough to let out my true thoughts and bc I keep coming back to reread these post with an added benefit of having the people who understand where I’m coming from give their input. Does it help… idk, but nevertheless I’m still glad it’s here so thanks to the creators of it, anyone who takes the time to read my posts, and for all the comments on all of them.

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