My stupid saga continues. I feel like I post here every other day now, so forgive me really.
It turns out that I can’t go to Korea and come back to Japan in 3 months like I was planning on, like I told him that I would… So I ended up having to tell him that I would actually be going back to the States for a year.
He was so crushed by the news and went to the “wish you well, take care of yourself” lines and I know he is trying to make it easier for me (and for him too), but that’s not what I want. I want desperately to fight for this thing and make it happen. But maybe he feels it will be too difficult. I just don’t want to give up on this thing.
I am committed to coming back like I said I would, and visiting him. And if he doesn’t want that anymore, I don’t know exactly what I will do, honestly…
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I’m sorry, I can’t believe he would say that. You seem to like him so much. I don’t feel like he shares the same emotions..
I don’t think he’s worth waiting a year for. I think you can find someone better. Who would wait an eturniry for you.
I’m sorry this happened. Please don’t loose hope
Well, I’m actually not sure it is like that. It seemed like he thought I was trying to split with him and wanted to make it easier on me if that was the case. I’ll have to see how things play out….
I would be able to see him in just a few months actually, during school break.
Thank you so much for being so kind to me ??