i didn’t want to come back

it’s been a little over a year since i was here

i thought i got better

i thought i was getting better

maybe that was just wishful thinking. i wanted to get better. i pretended i felt better.

i’m so tired. i’m so done with everything. with school, with family, with friends, with life.

i cry and nobody understand why, sometimes i dont even understand why.

im such a burden and everyone, but if i leave itll just be a bigger burden on their conscious.

i just

i just want to feel better.