i’m sad

March 12th, 2018by leykai

i’m lonely. i’ve been lonely for a long time. i’ve been so lonely for so long that loneliness is like one of my closest friends. darkness and pain and loneliness are all my friends. It feels good but it feels bad at the same time.

My heart beats fast and i get so anxious in front of people. But I don’t want anyone to heal the pain because i’ve grown fond of it. I want to feel pain. i feel like i deserve pain because i’ve been such a ***** to other people. I wanna leave. i want out.

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