Maybe someday I’ll come in here and say guys I’m finally happy it happened…. but today is not that day. Nor will tomorrow be that day or ever really. I’m beginning to think this life is meant for nothing but to be sad, depressed, angry, all the dumb ones. Are we the ones that are broken? I don’t know. I don’t think I’ll ever know. I’ve held on so much longer than I ever expected to. I can truly say I’m only still here for other people. Sorry to be a Debbie downer but that’s how I’m feeling and I know y’all are the only ones who I can actually say that to without the fear of upsetting someone.