Not made for this world

March 9th, 2018by LawLiet

It’s been a long time since I last posted. I felt like writing this in because last time I didn’t, I just woke up with a headache and a noose around my neck. Tried to end it last december but the hook I attached the rope gave up (lol). After that I was just trying to go with the flow of life, waiting for another big hit to my face and make me scream to quit. And today I feel it all starting up again. I feel each problem and disappointment adding up inside me like a balloon ready to pop. I really feel like I am not made for this world. I feel like the universe is conspiring against me. To make me quit. And I do want to. I’m mustering up all my strength and I just wish it’s enough.

And my overthinking isn’t making things any better

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