Generalready 4 death by ourdarkestparadise 3/6/2018 written by ourdarkestparadise 3/6/2018I cant do this anymore, im so over it all. I’m failing school because i just dont care enough to do any work. I want to die but i promised my bf i wouldn’t, i can’t do this 5 comments 1EmailRelated postsLife sucks and then you die 4/1/2020Hello all 4/1/2020Oil in a stew 4/1/2020i deserve to die 3/31/2020Soul Cancer 3/31/2020Been Caught Attempting 3/31/2020The Reason You Can’t Commit Suicide 3/31/2020It feels like living in North Korea. 3/30/2020Battle in my Mind. 3/30/2020grounding 3/30/20205 comments flutterby 3/6/2018 - 9:38 amIt’s hard for sure. For many years I told myself I wouldn’t do it because it would hurt my dad. Even though I always felt hurt by him and for good reason I tried hard and made it through. I still feel the same way but it’s easier to control and not quite so intense.I’m here if you want to talk. Log in to Reply ourdarkestparadise 3/6/2018 - 3:52 pmI’m trying, it’s so hard to get through each day. Especially knowing i’m a failure. Even if i don’t kill myself; the fact that i am struggling so much to work in school is going to fuck me over for the rest of my life Log in to Reply flutterby 3/6/2018 - 5:18 pmYou’re not a failure. You have your whole life to succeed at many things. I was the same way as you when I was younger but I ended up smarter than everyone I know and I have been retired since I was 30 years old. You never know what can happen.Keep your chun up friend. Log in to Reply ourdarkestparadise 3/7/2018 - 2:20 amHow did you do it? How did you manage to succeed even though you were struggling Log in to Reply flutterby 3/7/2018 - 2:48 amPerseverance and patience. I wanted a better life and it’s not easy sure but it’s easier if I stop complaining and start learning from my mistakes and making changes to my daily life. I had to grasp concepts like patience. I was in a hurry to figure that one out and I had to realise I was working against myself. I now realise that patience is something I will constantly work towards. I had to learn to embrace the suck too. Life will always have some suck in the least. If I do nothing but pout over it I just make more so I embrace it like a friend and let it empower me by understanding that from sufferings we become stronger and smarter. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribeAllReplies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.