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by ourdarkestparadise

I cant do this anymore, im so over it all. I’m failing school because i just dont care enough to do any work. I want to die but i promised my bf i wouldn’t, i can’t do this

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flutterby 3/6/2018 - 9:38 am

It’s hard for sure. For many years I told myself I wouldn’t do it because it would hurt my dad. Even though I always felt hurt by him and for good reason I tried hard and made it through. I still feel the same way but it’s easier to control and not quite so intense.

I’m here if you want to talk.

ourdarkestparadise 3/6/2018 - 3:52 pm

I’m trying, it’s so hard to get through each day. Especially knowing i’m a failure. Even if i don’t kill myself; the fact that i am struggling so much to work in school is going to fuck me over for the rest of my life

flutterby 3/6/2018 - 5:18 pm

You’re not a failure. You have your whole life to succeed at many things.
I was the same way as you when I was younger but I ended up smarter than everyone I know and I have been retired since I was 30 years old.
You never know what can happen.

Keep your chun up friend.

ourdarkestparadise 3/7/2018 - 2:20 am

How did you do it? How did you manage to succeed even though you were struggling

flutterby 3/7/2018 - 2:48 am

Perseverance and patience. I wanted a better life and it’s not easy sure but it’s easier if I stop complaining and start learning from my mistakes and making changes to my daily life. I had to grasp concepts like patience. I was in a hurry to figure that one out and I had to realise I was working against myself. I now realise that patience is something I will constantly work towards. I had to learn to embrace the suck too. Life will always have some suck in the least. If I do nothing but pout over it I just make more so I embrace it like a friend and let it empower me by understanding that from sufferings we become stronger and smarter.

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