Isn’t it dumb to be in this position where you want to get better but you’re too poor to afford a therapist and the method you thought of using to end it is harder to obtain. It’s So much easier to buy a gun and end it or to OD, but not really.
So you’re just stuck dealing with yourself, too poor to get help, too chicken to go out in a painful way.
I’d personally want to try this help I hear offered, but everything requires money. Ha..jokes on me.
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I understand the feeling.
What country do you live in and what help is it you want to try?
YES. EVERYTHING YOU SAID I RELATE TO. I’m so poor, and too afraid to kill myself… I guess I don’t need the suicide prevention line. Hah.
You think you can handle it, but what if the pain actually ends up being unwanted?
Most times when I’m ready to commit I can’t even think of a damned method. I’m sitting there like “I don’t know, gouge my eyes with a butter knife?? Run myself over with my car???”
Or stupid shit like “here fill up this gasoline tank then pour it all over my body and light myself on fire”
I’m just like, I don’t even care about pain but can’t think of any reasonable way that is piss expensive