Things and/or People That I Hate and/or Want to Die

I hate construction. I hate college kids. I hate shitty customers. I hate my roommate. I hate that lonely feeling I get. I hate needing help. I hate crisis hotlines. I hate no explanations. I hate group projects. I hate being here. I hate 3D space equations. I hate getting my check when the banks have already been closed that day. I hate the feeling in my skull at the back towards the neck around the curvature of my skull. I hate living in the dorm. I hate the people who walk by and don’t have a care in the world. I hate the people who smile and laugh with their friends. I hate getting woken up at 3 in the morning by snoring. I hate not getting my questions answered. I hate losing charge in my headphones. I hate living in College Station. I hate when people decide that I’m not any good. I hate when people look at me, and when I stare back they look away immediately. I hate that I’m hundreds of miles away from that one person. I hate that I want to talk to that one person. I hate not seeing my brother. I hate not spending time with him. I hate that I can’t be there with him. I hate the lazy TAs who get paid for nothing. I hate all those people who have goals and know what they want.

I understand the necessity of all these things, but that doesn’t make me hate them any less.