GeneralWhat would make you happy? by eternaldarkness 3/11/2018 written by eternaldarkness 3/11/2018Real happiness. (Or, what would get rid of your depression?) [!] Report this post Processing your request, Please wait....Report as: Choose one from belowRequesting Suicide PartnerDiscussing Specific Suicide MethodsHateful PostHateful or Inappropriate CommentsReligiousSpam or AdvertisingOtherWrite in Words: (Optional) 8 comments 0Related posts:) 5/26/2019No vegetables 5/26/2019HAPPY 9TH BIRTHDAY!!!! 5/25/2019memories 5/25/2019 5/25/2019 5/25/2019 5/25/2019Hanging myself FAILURE 5/25/2019Wow… 5/24/2019 5/24/20198 comments TheChimeraMonster 3/11/2018 - 10:03 am… theres one thing, Death Log in to Reply flutterby 3/11/2018 - 10:25 amI used to sound like you theChimeraMonster and it all changed as soon as I stopped being absolutely and utterly focused on death all the time. When we are so focused solely on one thing we can’t expect to see anything else.I really want to help you to find more than just thoughts of suicide because you can go out and have good times worth living for. You might always have this underlying feeling but you can get some relief. Log in to Reply TheChimeraMonster 3/11/2018 - 1:31 pmbut if this relief dont last, what is the purpose of trying it? I have done this for the last 13 years of my life, trying to be strong, to be resilient. But im aproaching my limits here. Nothing wrong happened, but still, these horrible feelings are the only thing i get from life. Living here is getting too heavy to be worth it. Log in to Reply flutterby 3/11/2018 - 2:32 pmThe relief does last after you make a practice and a habit out of keeping your thoughts clean.Has it always been this bad for you in these 13 years? Log in to Reply Gary 3/11/2018 - 3:01 pmBullet Log in to Reply TheChimeraMonster 3/11/2018 - 6:20 pmit started for me when i was between 7/8 years old. It never did get out my head. The feelings “you should fade away” and “youre not worth any kind of love they showed towards you” are constant, sometimes weaker, but always there Log in to Reply LoveDogs 3/11/2018 - 9:07 pmAn easy life. Log in to Reply rivets 3/12/2018 - 5:08 amIt would have to be some pretty good drugs to make this world tolerable. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.