Wish I had a time machine to go back to the past

I wish I had a time machine so that I can go back in time and stop myself from doing major life changing decisions.Why is this world so fucked up for God’s sake!?? Why do ppl hav to be such assholes to each other.Wish I was never born into this fuckin world.

Last year I was this completely happy person who wantd to live life to the fullest,who had so many dreams and aspirations.I jus had like my life plannd out.But ever since leaving my native,I feel so pathetic about myself.I feel like all my energy has been drained away.I just feel Like i don’t fkin Fit in.Besides I’m in uni right nw doing a really tough course and it doesn’t help either.

I have thought of suicide multiple times and even hav a plan to carry it out.I’m waiting until june to finally make my decision as I will be back in my native for the summer break.I jus wanted to see my family nd friends before I do something which will change everyone’s life forever.

Fuck this world.Ppl who hurt othrs live happily as fuck.Whereas ppl who are straight forward and kind get fucked up.

And I assume the majority of us in this website must have lost faith in humanity at one point of our lives.I jus wish I go to sleep tonight and nevr ever wake up in the morning tomorrow…..