Drastic measures

April 15th, 2018by Rustycoal

It was a mistake that I failed my suicide attempt 2 years ago.

My thoughts have changed since then.

It has gone from, “I should die.”

To, “why should I die alone?”

I wish I was born in a country where it is easy to get guns.

I hate every single thing in this world so much.

I can’t tell what’s real or false anymore.

I don’t understand how I could be with someone, and it felt so real, but it was all a lie.

How can I possibly survive in this world when I’m so stupid?

But I don’t want to die just like that.

I want to achieve something.

Even if it’s the wrong thing.

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