April 16th, 2018by spookichick

lately i have been wondering if people don’t really care about others at all. personally, i don’t have the “care” gene. i don’t feel anything at all, actually. i think that when i die, people in my orbit will go through the motions of a funeral, shiva, and that will be it. they will move on. i will be forgotten eventually, and it will be like i was not even here. ever since my father died, my life ended in so many ways. i have gone to many funerals, and memorials since then, and i don’t feel anything. the moving on part after surviving a loss, to me is “survival of the fittest”.it is so clear to me that we are here on earth simply to reproduce. does anyone relate to my perceptions and thoughts?

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