Right now, my head is being flooded with horrible memories of all of the times I’ve had psychotic episodes in front of people. In front of my parents, my siblings, my friends, my classmates. The humiliation of it is crushing me. I just want to forget.
It’s times like this where I can’t help but wonder, what’s the point in living if I can’t do so with dignity? If I’m just going to spend the rest of my life like this, constantly humiliating myself in front of everyone I know, then why not just die?