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1. Ruby375

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   Apr 17, 2018 @ 12:00:46
   Yeah, i sometimes feel that way too. It’s like i have these life-ruining addiction, i keep making decisions that are ruining me and hurting me and then i want to kill myself, but i just don’t do that and i have no idea why. Maybe i am too weak to do it or i don’t know.

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2. clipped-wings

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   Apr 17, 2018 @ 12:42:45
   It’s not strange at all. I think we are programmed to preserve life. Our subconscious tells us to live. Maybe your mind really doesn’t want to die. My mind doesn’t want you to die.

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3. a1957

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   Apr 17, 2018 @ 16:13:28
   I had done the very same thing you write about for decades. One time I ran out of reasons and then damn if several somebodies team didn’t team up and contrive (?) reasons for me.

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4. rayonhousefly

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   Apr 17, 2018 @ 23:02:12
   Not that strange. I know the feeling well. Here’s to you having the strength and luck to make it another day and hopefully find what will ease the existence.

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