It’s all goopey. All slimey and chunky and has a rubbery texture. It’s on pulse so the paste isn’t consistent. My brain is in a blender. I’m bad at medication. I’m bad at alot of things. I just want to cry. My brain is in a blender. All slimey and yellow. My dssdf fingers are heavy on rt the key board. I can’t stand up straight. I’m tired. So tired. What does it even matteskr. sssjjj I’ts all juust a joke. A big ugly jokse. rrrrrrrrr SOme one just say something. Please. Just something. Tired and unhappy. They’re like stickers that cling to your face. They bpoke through the skin and leach everything from you. hook though the skin. hooks tiny hooks. hinj opkoaefgwgs f I/ mno MORE NO MORE. I’m tired of this dumb system. It leaches off you and leaves you like a husk. No more. Everything is itchy. Just say something. Anything. For gods sake just say something. I’m tired of the white noise. I just need someone to say something. I ripped up that little momento. It’s gone now. I felt nothing. I don’t think I can feel anything. It’s all pointless. Just dumb pointless nothings. SO FUCKING TIRED. I just want to cry. I don’t think I can anymore. It’s an inconsistent paste. I need someone to really get inside there and scrape out the paste. It’s useless. No more uses. Just pointless noise. Tired.
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It may be goopey but the stars will still shine for eternity. Maybe your a star, who can’t handle it’s existence after falling from grace. Stay strong lil soldier, <3 peace, love, namaste. It'll get better, live in the present and your thoughts may disappear.
please don’t go just yet 🙁
I never know what to comment on your posts but I find them amusing and pleasantly look forward to reading them when I see your username.