Im on a huge down spiral at home, it is to the point where i look forward to going to school and dread leaving it. My mom hates me and my step dad doesnt even care if i exist, my grandparents (whom i moved away from after living with them for two years) are so disappointed in me after seeing that ive cut my legs again. The thing with everyone finding out that ive been cutting again is that nobody helps they just yell at me or get so disappointed. The only thing that brings me joy at home is listening to the The Neighbourhood and hanging out with my best friend after school. I want to help myself from falling even farther off the path but i dont know how. I just wish my mom would look at me like she did before she started drinking and i wish my step dad cared if i existed and i wish my siblings wouldnt always yell how much they hate me at me. Maybe this is a sign.
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I was caught in a spiral before though i can’t give you any answer im here if you need to talk.