April 15th, 2018 by dietcigarette

I don’t feel loved anymore. Sometimes I don’t even feel liked. I’m detached from my family and friends, and my relationship feels forced. I don’t have energy to put in much effort for things, but I try – but I feel like my depression is a reason everyone is farther away from me.

I don’t blame anyone – it’s hard for me to express myself and I can be kinda offputting. I’m apathetic to pretty much everything, but get random bursts of anger, which usually lead me to hurting myself. I’m destructive and self-destructive.

I don’t know what to do.

I just want to die already.

Processing your request, Please wait....