I cant seem to stay happy. Ive roamed here often just reading for years. This is my first time posting. Ive suffered from depression since as long as i can remember. I was medicated for it at 13 and was taken to therapy. I hated therapy it didnt help and the meds made me feel worse.
I have been sexually abused. Physically abused by family and partners. My life feels like it isnt worth living anymore. I put put such a great facade not many people know im suffering.
I feel my remaining sanity is trickling away. I hallucinate all the time. Find myself talking to idk who. Laugh when i cry. And the sort.
I always feel alone even when surrounded by others. I feel as if no one will ever understand me or love me for who i am.
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I feel the same most of the time. If you want to talk email me: dick(at)deds.nl replace (at) with the sign used in all email addresses.