I can’t do it anymore. I’m more alone than I’ve ever been. My mom and dad moved away, out of my town. My mom, who moved several years ago, lives 1000 miles away. My dad, who moved last year, lives a 2 hour drive away. I’m not interested in seeing my dad, he’s a bad guy, just a complete asshole who looks to tear me down for no real reason other than his own insecurity.
I recently just visited my mom, for the first time in a year. I miss her so much, and she’s been the only friend I’ve had in years. I love her so much, and after seeing her I realize how alone I am every single day. She treats me with respect, she listens to what I say and talk about, she cares about me without any restrictions.
I have been so alone for so long. I haven’t had a real friend in 10 years. Pretty much every person I text ignores what I have to say, most times I never even get a response. I am so tired of being alone. I can’t kill myself because it will drastically fuck my mom up. I don’t want to live anymore, I don’t see a point at all.
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Hey, sorry to hear your dad’s an asshole and your mom is so far. It sucks your friends haven’t been supportive either. I may not be able to get back to emails quickly, but if you want to chat, you can email me 🙂 just put your username as the subject.
mortal.12345@hotmail. com
Sounds like you need a friend, your mom is your mom til the end and same with your dad. That’s just their roles in your life. Friends can provide you with love your parents can’t.
itd be hard to be a good friend online 🙁 but if u ever wanna chat just message me <3