Over It, So Over It

As a kid, i was constantly tormented and picked on. When i lost my virginity, rumors and horrible words about me spread across my peers.
When i let a boy violate me for a quick buck, i was disgusted with myself.
When people found out this happened, i was called a literal whore, a prostitue.
Other peoples words can tear you down and hurt you, but try to resist.
Let their words empower you, they care enough about your life to start up things about it.
Life feels like hell right now, but it is quiet the opposite.
Life is a gift, the chance to learn and to love and to expirence is truly the most wonderful thing in the world.
I pray you live to see the day that the world opens up to you.
I hope the environment embraces you and i hope you will feel like there is good in the world again.
Your life is too precious to be taken away by drama started by extremely immature people.
You are better than them. You really are. Dont let them be the reason you take your life.
Expirence the world, expirence love and expirence success and one day you will find true happiness I guarantee. As they say, suicide is a permanent answer to a temporary problem. This is tenporary despite the pain you are going through. 4 years of depression, 7 years of paranoia, 8 years of anxiety, and a decade of OCD, ive recovered. time heals all wounds. please seek help