I’m severely depressed. I don’t want to get into the details of my life, it’s just been shitty. What makes me feel even more down is the fact that I have no dreams or aspirations. Nor am I skilled in anything. And to top it off I’ve come to realize my feelings for someone that I think I love. What’s sad is they had feelings for me in the past that went ignored by me. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. When I envision a happy future, I think of me working a career where I’m living a comfortable life, married with her. But I feel lost. I just want to vent I guess with some form of anonymity. To talk with someone.
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I’m here. I have some feeling of being lost too. You don’t really know where you are or what’s going on. You can see a path, but it’s all fuzzy and strange. I say bite the bullet and tell her. Even if she says she doesn’t feel that way anymore or she has someone now, you have to get this weight off. It’s holding you down. Time should heal it. Should. I hope you get some sort of answer to what your passion is or find that something that makes you set apart.
I appreciate the reply. It’s not like I haven’t thought about telling her. It’s just that it seems pointless now, I ended up moving from New York to California, so even if I say anything now and it happened to be that she felt the same still, I wouldn’t be able to see her. Also with the chance that it goes wrong; I don’t want to lose her as a friend. I enjoy talking to her.