still here, still numb.

I don’t remember the last time I posted, or left a comment, on here, but here I am. I hope to scroll through the recent posts after I submit this and see some familiar names and to hear you’re all doing well.

Nothing has really changed much for me. I started a new job, but am still doing part time at my “old” job for a couple more weeks. My new job makes me feel really good. I look forward to going into work, the customer base is really friendly, and one of my good friends that I worked with before is my direct superior. He makes going to work a much more enjoyable experience then I’ve ever had. I’ve been drinking less then I normally do, which is also great, because I was beginning to worry even myself by how much I was drinking. I have gradually been feeling better about my body as well, which is a consistent and awful struggle in my life. I booked a trip to Vegas in June with a good friend of mine to see one of our favorite bands.

I’m still struggling to find happiness in my every day life and making it last. I’m working on it, I really am. I hope you all are doing better.