I’m sure all of you know it, that feeling of worthlessness, emptiness, and just an overwhelming amount of sadness. It’s ripping me apart. I don’t want to live like this anymore, its been so long since I’ve felt happy… it’s getting harder to remember what that feels like. And when I do it hurts. How do I get it to stop? I just want it to stop… all I need is for one person to love me, and it would turn my life around. But I’ve lost hope that will happen. Is anyone else so dead on the inside that they feel like they’re already starting to rot away…? Me too.
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I feel that way completely as well. Try as I might, it’s nearly impossible to forge lasting connections with people in the real world as well as in online communities.
I too am at a loss as to what to do.
Well let’s say that hypothetically you did have someone that loved you. What would your goals be after that? Anything you aspire to be or do, or even any small projects you’d enjoy completing? Even something as little as treating yourself to your favorite food and movie? Sometimes being too focused on one thing that you want can distract you from the other things that still make you happy. Love usually finds you when you’re not looking. The best you can do is just let it find its way while in the meantime focusing on the other important things in your life. Complete a puzzle, make a craft you’ve never done before, try a new hobby, try a weird looking food. There’s always some kind of adventure out there, you just gotta go for it (:
Happiness? Sorry I forgot too. I mean I can remember when and why I felt happy but I can’t find happiness anywhere else in my life and nothing is changing, sooo I’m pretty sure happiness is banned from my feelings for a while.
Yep