Being alive. Waking every day fearful of all and not wanting to do it, this, anymore. Begging to die so we can stop this horrible living fiasco everyone seems to navigate. But we have a hard time doing so. It’s not enjoyable and I detest it.
Anxiety making me constantly scared and worried about things that aren’t even real, all whilst causing constant physical pain and fatigue, and then being expected to function as a normal human being in society.
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Being alive. Waking every day fearful of all and not wanting to do it, this, anymore. Begging to die so we can stop this horrible living fiasco everyone seems to navigate. But we have a hard time doing so. It’s not enjoyable and I detest it.
Constant pain.
People
Watching friends leave
Being fucked over.
My mental state
Anxiety making me constantly scared and worried about things that aren’t even real, all whilst causing constant physical pain and fatigue, and then being expected to function as a normal human being in society.
Having no friends
pricking myself with a cactus