When the moment comes, as we know it will. Will you be fully prepared? I don’t mean that you said goodbye to loved ones and all, I mean prepared as in you felt it in your heart and soul that you were content with the fact that in the next moment or night you would no longer have life. No breath to breathe. Will you think about the newborns, the children, the teenagers and young folk? Will you understand the meaning of all this? Will you be able to come to some sensible comprehension of what has appeared in our perception? Will you believe in life and the source behind life? Will you be too afraid to find contentment? When strange symptoms strike and you run out of breath, will you be afraid of the pain and panic? My comprehension is minimal. There is too much I cannot understand of origins. I cant understand why we are alive. Why this universe formed. Why there are species, plants, planets, water, gases, fruits…..conscious! My most curious observation, is why is this here. Why am I apart of this? Why is LIFE. I understand the vastness of everything and which planets exist and how the bounders go on for light years but I can’t for the life of me understand why and when it formed. I can’t understand former man and prior species. I can’t understand why I need to be alive here. Not that that is the only important thing. I have one question, if you are on completing suicide now or whether you may in future or whether you will not complete suicide, when do you feel you will be ready (heart and soul) for the jump into the afterlife. Years, months, days, approximately how quick could you be ready if need be. To summarize the question, when will you be ready to fully depart life as you know it on earth?
Will you be able to bear the pain?
I don’t think I can.