2 weeks left ????

I don’t know, I would not put a date on it.
It will drive you more crazy if you do. I’m 32 years old and I feel everything pressuring me to suicide almost as if it were designed for me to lead me to this, everything important in my life is going so wrong. I have a brother, and divorced parents one who is remarried, they all kind of depend on me but they all kind of the caused of my suicidal situation in a way, although there are other factors as well.
I set a date and I started thinking ok this is the last time I shave, this is the last time I do this and that.
It’s a really hard ptocess. I think one of these days, soon I will just be doing it spontaneously.
I don’t have any children and I kind of glad that I’m not bringing anyone to this crazy painful world, with all the beuitiful things in this world it just doesn’t compare to all the horrible things this world has.
I do regret ever even existing and having to go through everything that I have gone through.
You have kids, I’m almost forced to say don’t kill yourself, because of your kids. But then again someone can tell me not to kill myself because of my family.
I know that cutting your wrist is not a very effective method. I met people who have stitches in their wrist that easily survived.
But I think I know how you feel, since I my self will be trying to hang myself all this week. Starting tonight. I might not be here tomorrow. I have to prepare myself mentally, I been like this for a while now. This is a really hard life to live.
How are you preparing yourself mentally for this?