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my 16th birthday passed a month ago. im still alive, i haven’t had motivation to do anything to myself, my grades are going buckwild and the only thing im doing well in is art. and go figure, because that’s all i really care about! and it’s just been so long, you know? it’s been 16 years and for at least 4 of them i have felt like shit and i have never meant anything to anyone, im just there because it’s convenient. i mean nothing and i can’t keep doing this. i can’t live like this. i don’t know what to do and im just stuck.