Every stable part of my life except my cat is gone. I’m so fucking lonely. I’m running out of money fast. I just wanted some closeness and intimacy, but everyone makes it so fucking hard, and it’s like reaching your hand out while you’re drowning to have someone slap it away.
But they’ll post the suicide hotline number on their Facebook.
Fucking horrible fake people.
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I feel the exact same way. In fact, I just made a post about it.
Life is crushing us both. Just know that you’re not alone in this. It helped me a lot to know that, and I hope it helps you too.
well i guess i wish you were here then. we could go to the dollar store and buy plates, then smash them on train tracks.
I don’t know your circumstances other than they suck, really suck. I and others have been there a few times. Somehow some way things got worked out. Speaking for me, I had to reach deep inside several times to find the energy and creativity that was called for. Looks like it may have to happen again.
i feel like i get to so many shitty parts of my life and i go “well, did you learn anything?” but it’s constant learning and constant shit. eventually, i will be old and sitting there like “how much did i need to learn?”