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each and everyday is a part of my history, a history that will be with me forever. unfortunately, i know that forever, i am going to look back on these years of my life and all i’m going to see will be an ugly kid with mental illnesses and no friends, just, wasting her life away. i want my history, i want my past, present, and future, to be happy, i want to do something worthwhile rather than just doing this wasting. uhm, yeah… this is not really what i imagined my life would be like.

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born.loser 5/15/2018 - 11:47 am

You shouldn’t be to hard on yourself. Are not even an adult yet

iamdarling 5/15/2018 - 6:25 pm

i think i’ve mentioned in a previous post of mine, that, days drag on, but, overall, time is accelerating.

somehow, i’m almost fourteen. i turned thirteen ten months ago, although, it feels like half that time.

i’ll be an adult soon, sooner than i think.
i’ll be wondering where this time went, where these years went.
i’ll be wondering how thirteen year old me slipped through my hands.

iamdarling 5/15/2018 - 6:25 pm

@born-loser

IF1002 6/12/2018 - 5:36 pm

Hey!?! You have friends!?! Us.

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