I Am Eroding

  May 15th, 2018 by deathisnear

Mentally. Physically. Emotionally. Spiritually.

I envy those of you who still possess enough drive to compose eloquent, passionate, creative writings. My mental state has degraded so much that I struggle to put a few sentences together anymore. Everything feels like a massive chore to me — even things like playing video games and cooking simple meals. It won’t be long before even getting out of bed in the morning becomes a Herculean task.

I am like a campfire that has burnt out and will never be reignited. There is no energy or spark left in me. As my username suggests, it won’t be long before I free myself from this torturous existence once and for all. There are just a few more things that I wish to experience in this world (that are realistically achievable for me) and then I won’t have any reason to go on after that.

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