I hate my name, nationality , religion , parents and the cicrcumstances I am destinated to.
I can change nothing. I have to satisfy my parents and become a good person they can be proud of. I have to worship the God they told me he is the one. I can’t express my ideas cause I can’t make my parents down. Though I hate them but they love me and that’s very painful to me. I hate them not because they have done something bad to me but because they aren’t the parents I want. No one can get out the sucidial feelings in me. You may try and try to help but I will never lose the feeling of being oppressed and lonely.
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Ya I get it I don’t hate my parents but I dont want them around ever I will never talk of them because they’re insignificant to me and I don’t really care about them.
I may after all have to disown myself because if I don’t then they have the power to keep trying to control my life (have put me in mental hospital where I was tortured 4 times – around 60 days) and I plan on changing my name because I’ve always thought it to be a hideous name and my last name just a joke
Also I get the oppression feeling, they are the last people I’d ever want around yet I am stuck living with them until I either die or live on the streets
I totally understand you. But we can’t do anything about them. Can’t you see how they love you and are concerned about your mental health ? Though their love may not be obvious but they do love you. My parents also love me. The problem is one aspires to have more open parents. Parents who can understand and respect us and encourage us to go the way we choose not the way they choose for us. let’s stay alive till we can insert this idea into their heads.
Don’t worship god. He’s the reason why you are oppressed and lonely. Curse his name until your throat is sore
I have to. If I tried to say or point to something inappropriate about God , I would be killed. And yea that is what I want but not that way ?. So I have to pray to go to mosques and recit Qur’an and show them I’m a very religious person to be safe so I can choose my way of dying
If your parents are not open-minded then you have to pretend to be religious until you have a job and can live on your own. I used to be Christian, my parents were strict but as I got older I got more freedom and didn’t have to go to church or anything.
You can try to live a double-life (keep your secular life secret) but it is a bit risky if you get caught. Living on your own would be best then they have no power over you and you can live your life the way you want to.
hi
this is the idea based on no logical reason , the God who punish people the one who revenges and because you are afraid of him you just obey the rules , to tell the truth I don’t believe in such a pathetic god but I believe in the generous one who helps us and is revenging when we are in trouble who deliver us from our sins and enlighten us with wisdom so this god is so great that you never even think about telling bad things about him .
hey
I really am happy that I see here is someone from my country , I’ve been visiting this website for about 6 years and this is the first time I see someone who is from the same region , I really feel good , I don’t know if you are a newbie here but anyway,
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Hey Nasser, it’s soap here.
I’m born muslim, with an arabic name that I hate. All my life I just wanna immigrate to another country, change my nationality, my name, everything.
I hate my parents for being what they are. And I’d grew out of the religion for a while now. Everything I claim I do for god now, I only do it to appear like I’m still muslim. It’s suffocating.
I hate my parents turning on dakwah channel 24/7, with all these preachers preaching hateful things, giving advice to how should muslims should live according to the quran.
How I see it, religion doesn’t help anything in life. It might offer console to some, but to people like me, I think it’s pointless to believe in a god I don’t believe in. I have so much things I’m dissatisfied about the religion, I just can’t believe in it anymore.
So hey, you’re not alone.
The same case. Welcome brother ^_^
In America you can call that propaganda
It doesn’t matter in the real world
You free yourself out there, OK?
I don’t want their love lmao don’t like em
They can appreciate me with all the goblin *** in their heart
Still wouldn’t change my mind that I don’t need or want them
Usually I don’t talk about them and pretend they aren’t there