hello my name is Sara i’m new here. I’m suffering from bipolar disorder, Eating disorder,schizophrenia, depression, and anxiety. I lost my boyfriend he left me because of a dumb reason and it was my fault. I feel like giving up but I have hope that he will come back. We broke up on Friday, I went to school crying on Friday and I made my brother ask him why he won’t apologize and he said “what I said was just a joke and I was going to tell her but my phone died After I charged it I was going to apologize but her friend texted me saying she could do better so I didn’t.” then I posted before I knew and I said I can do better and he also told my brother ” I found out what kind of girl she is and I don’t want her” I miss him like crazy I’ve been crying so much and I never cry over a guy. I need someone to tell me what to do because I don’t know what to do it’s either get him back of kill myself.
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This sounds painful. I’m sorry you suffer form bipolar disorder, eating disorder, schizophrenia, depression, and anxiety. I’m sorry you lost your boyfriend. Very painful. Perhaps you have suffered from the five diagnosed conditions for some time and though they are awful they are things you have had for a while and they could seem like the norm, well sort of. But loosing a boyfriend sounds like a whole new kind of pain and it just hurts to the core. Well it does it really does.
Sad girl, here is some advice for you to consider. Not sure how old he is, but, most males need some years, perhaps 25 or so years of of age, to begin to wrap their heads around what a woman needs. Again I don’t know his age, but from the context , I suspect he is not even eighteen yet and he may not yet be able to meet the expectations you have of him.
Sad girl, next idea if I may. When love is new, it is oh so delicate, it’s flame is as easy to blow out as that of a candle. You too may need need to get some more years of life lived to learn how to protect that delicate flame.
Sad girl, I too have loved with the notion in mind that if they leave me, I will die. That puts an unbelievably heavy burden on another human being. That is a burden so heavy for another to carry that it may just snuff out the love. I hope that you will find a measure of peace for your self before expecting yourself to succeed at love.
I know how much it hurts to have your heart ripped apart. I’m sorry. Just know you couldn’t have hid this part of you forever, and I know me saying anything about how he doesn’t deserve your love won’t help, because I know how it feels. I know how you’re thinking. I’m the same. I don’t have much advice because I know the pain doesn’t just fade away. Even if you get him back, things won’t be the same. I hurt for you. I’m sorry. Try to hold on.
Look at the bright side you had a relationship I am still 26 years old and currently a virgin wish I had a girlfriend but I don’t know if that’ll ever come to pass but I will not self victimize myself to make you feel better I will say this though I don’t know you, Sara, but I would say don’t end it all for a guy I am sure, hopefully, there will be a guy out there lucky enough to be with you just keep on keeping on you’ll find someone out there who will be right for you I don’t know who won’t be me but if you keep yourself alive you will find another guy out there I wish you good luck in your future I hope it is bright keep looking out for yourself.