I have chronic fatigue syndrome for a year and a half. So sick of being sick. No cure. No understanding. Can’t imagine living like this til I die which I think I want to do now.
Im surly gonna use charcoal grilll. Was thinking car but now thinking small tent.
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I’m sick and not going to get better too. But I want to live. My mind and my soul battle constantly. My pain is sometimes unbearable. I am 54 years old and there’s so much I want to do! I see where you’re coming from. Good luck with your plan.
Sorry about your chronic fatigue syndrome it sounds like a horrible thing to go through I have a similarly unbearable illness that hinders life terribly. I don’t know about the grill too well it doesn’t sound reliable or humane. I got a lot from reading the guide to a humane self chosen death pdf available online. I hope you can find peace soon and me too
Thanks. You too. What do you have?
Got arrested because I threatened police that to kill my crazy stalker neighbour who woke me up every night for years thus preventing me from getting a job, had to quit last job after 8 weeks because I was woken every night when i started. Police did not press charges but psychiatrists decided I was making it up and they detained me under some bullshit mental health act and somehow against all logic i ended up being injected with antipsychotics that crippled me and made life a worthless and painful affair
Cognitive difficulty, lobotomized sensation
Splitting debilitating headaches that last 5 hours after waking up
Bed ridden with no motivation to do anything, used to write code and music for 6 hours every day for years
Unable to feel pleasure even after taking cocaine
Unable to relax ever
Sexual dysfunction
Can’t sleep more than an hour without waking up to head splitting ache
Nonstop regret and traumatic memories, compelled to give up on 17 years of coding and music and exercise at 35 years of age