I was ok for a while. No real highs or lows so things were bearable. A few weeks ago I applied for a job in my company that would include a much needed salary increase so I can fix the problems in my home. I didn’t get it but the problem was the bs excuse they used to give it to a brand new hire. Company policy stated you must be an employee a year to get another job. I started looking for a new job and my anxiety levels are huge.
But if that isn’t enough, a man in a white truck cut across 3 lanes and pushed me off the highway almost head on into a guard rail except that when I slammed my brakes my car hit his truck. I was in shock when the police arrived and I could barely speak so this officer walked away from me and talked to the man. I have no idea what he said but I recieved a ticket for unsafe lane crossing. I tried once more to tell her what happened and she walked away AGAIN. I called that troopers office to make a complaint but they said there is nothing they can do. I’m fighting it with the insurance company but I don’t know if I can take anymore stress. I feel like I’m going to break. I have what I need to but I’m trying to hang on. It’s getting more intense. I have no one to share this with. I feel incredibly alone.
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job hunting can be nerve wracking.. I hope you can find a new position quickly.
and I’m not sure what you can do about the insurance, either.. possibly contest the ticket in court, but that’d be stressful in itself too.
talk to who you can, when you can (like here). sometimes that can act as enough of a steam vent to keep you going, make things slightly easier.