It’s back again.
Just when I thought it had disappeared for good, and I know it’s stupid but…
I thought this time the medications and therapy sessions were helping.
I lied to myself and somehow ended up in a place of false hope.
Today was the day I saw through the black veil disguised as sunlight.
Today I found wherein former darkness reside
Today it’s back
Today, its back again.
And as a reminder to myself and the future doubts that everything is well;
I shall carve each day I survive
Much like one plays minesweeper within a cells cell.
One mark, nice and timid
2nd mark is tidy bubut a bit less timid and more like chips of wood on bare skin
By the 3rd mark, they will be deep
Representing how I will always dwell in this hallow mind
For I have and never will forget this turn of events
Depression will return
Oh look there it is
Hi Depression,
See it’s back again.
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I also thought that it disappeared and that the therapy sessions were helping. It came back a few days ago and swallowed me whole. I can totally understand the feeling and what you are going through.