June 14th, 2018 by IF1002

I don’t know what happened to me. Everything was okay, I was talking to them about this Academy thing, one of them said something and shifted, and I broke down, finding my nails digging into my palm and my vision blurry. Years ago I use to get like this if they hit me or threatened to beat me, but now its getting worse. Just their presence around me makes me rage. And now I can hardly hold it. I tried to let it out by punching the wall or wood and it use to work but now all what I get out of it is scaring my knuckles. Something else that I did was hurt myself like use a sharp thing and strike it on me, harder each time. It still helps but it gives scars and I can’t let other people see it. I don’t know what to do anymore. One moment its fine, the next I feel like exploding. Can someone please tell me something to do!?!?!

Processing your request, Please wait....