I hate my fking life… I can’t fathom how I feel. I’m empty in almost every expect. Who tf am I? Who have I been sense I was old enough to realize my surroundings and my personal wellbeing.. Why was all this intended on me? Why do I continue to grasp hope to just lose hope all over again..I cant accept this fate.. I want to die.. I’m ready to do something extremely stupid aka KMS.