Death.I think about death everyday. The eternal dreamless sleep. How would it feel? To know that after the bullet will cross my brain I’ll be gone forever.It scares me sometimes.But I still want to end it , all I need is a gun.I don’t believe in afterlife.We have only one life to live and make the best of it. But mine is ruined.I work as a security guard because doing nothing is the thing I do best.It scares me , death..thinking about me in a coffin with my parents near it but this is it.I can’t take anymore.I will save money and buy a gun to end this once and for all.How do you guys feel about death?Share me what you in think in the comments section below.
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I wana die rn too. I try to hard to make things better and don’t stand a chance with life. I don wana shoot myself I wish someone else kills me or i die in sleep or with a chronic disease. Depression is slow poison. It’s been killing me for more than 10 yrs
me too
I guess you have to remember you are doing a good thing as a security guard. You aren’t just doing nothing. What if one day a dangerous criminal appears and you are the one to stop him? Honors on you, my friend.
It depends how you die.
Doing nothing feels terrible.
Honestly I am pretty sure I am going to get killed.
Cops will not get off my back.
I also possibly have a serious illness that people are keeping from me that I can’t afford.
I wanna die, but don’t want the debt my family will get.
Do you mean financial debt?
No you don’t have any illness. Stay Strong. I have the same thoughts as you. But family is not what is holding me back. They don’t care about me, vis versa. You need to believe in yourself to do the right thing. I do.