This is my MRI i got earlier this month. That nice white spot in the back of my head is good chance of a brain lesion. Spoke to neurologist before this, on the 25th he will see this, but i wanted to know the truth instead of waiting 2 weeks. The reason i have this is because i had to go to a different facility and i have to give him a cd with this info to diagnose me
Anyways, they’re good chances i have multiple sclerosis which is autoimmune disease that eats the coverings of nerves creating neuritis. One of the first symptoms which i do have is back eye pain which is possibly optic neuritis. I had this pain since December and never went away. I have the chronic pain, fatigue, pain flares. Not to mention I’m only 20 years old. This is how God punishes me for whatever I did. I have been contemplating suicide ever since my pains started. My Aunt commited suicide Sept 29, 2017. She o’d. Mental Illness runs in the family and a disease on top of this, can you imagine how much i want to die? I haven’t worked in years because of my chronic pain. It has consumed me just like this disease will. I thought my life would get better after highschool but it only got worse. I will take my life eventually. I don’t want a disease for the rest of my life or be on disability watching normal 20 years old be in college or start families. This disease has robbed me of everything. Last thing to take is my life, which i lost the fight along time ago. I just didn’t quit getting up. This time, i feel like staying down
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Omg, that is terrible, my condolences. Seems alot of people are suffering, they just don’t talk about it face to face as much but my heart goes out to you, that’s a very painful situation you’re in with your health. I wish that we could just live our best life without the medical challenges. Hug, I must go now.
Hey.
I go for my MRI soon. Determining extent of nerve damage through EMG this month – so I’m told- joy of ‘free’ healthcare here. Have been on wait list for several months in spite of frequent falls, extreme pain, optic damage, irregular gait, etc.
Maybe if nothimg else we will have eachother to relate to. If you want to chat, email. mortal.12345@hotmail.com
I’m very sorry to hear that!!
I googled mri brain images with lesions and I can see why you suspect what you do. I hope we are both wrong. We can hope that if this is a lesion that it is treatable, such as the ones that can be treated with antibiotics or other anti-microbials.