I miss talking to you. You were my emotional band-aid. I wish I could tell you about how I feel and what happened too me. I wish that I could have you in my life again. I hate that I always pull myself away and decide against it. I hate that I miss you, I know it is not the right thing to do or have moved on. I miss you. You were a good friend and I miss you. I loved you and I still do in some way. You could make me feel better but also hurt me the most. I just miss you. I need you to know I am sorry. No I am not wanting a relationship with you, not now , not ever. It hurts to say that.. I can’t remember why I love you sometimes. I just do love you and I do care about you and I do not want a relationship with anyone right now. I am broken. I am never going to be good enough for him or you. I lost you a long time ago, but I miss my best friend. I hate how broken I am and how un fixable I am. I feel like a worthless waste of space.
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I think some people we meet we carry for the rest of our lives..
sigh. for that last part.. it doesn’t matter if you’re good enough for anyone else. if you’re good enough for you then anyone who doesn’t think so isn’t worth it. and just because you feel like you aren’t worth anything doesn’t mean you’re worthless. i think very few people in this world are completely whole, and that means most of us are broken in some way. but broken can be worked with.